You've hurt me to many timesYou've put me through so muchI'm tired of being hurt by you

Ngumiti kahit na napipilitan
Kahit pa sinasadya
Mo akong masaktan paminsan-minsan
Bawat sandali na lang

Tulad mo ba akong nahihirapan
Lalo’t naiisip ka
Di ko na kaya pa na kalimutan
Bawat sandali na lang

[chorus]

At aalis magbabalik
At uuliting sabihin
Na mahalin ka’t sambitin
Kahit muling masaktan
Sa pag-alis
Ako’y magbabalik
At sana naman

Sa isang marikit na alaala’y
Pangitaing kay ganda
Sana nga’y pagbigyan
Na ng tadhana
Bawat sandali na lang

Sumabay sa biglang pagkabahala’t
Lumabis ang pagtataka
Tunay na pagsintang di alintana
Bawat sandali na lang

[repeat chorus]

[repeat 1st stanza]

[repeat chorus]

I love the way we finish each other's sentences.
I love the way I know you'll never give up on me.
I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you.
I love the way you look at me.
I love how beautiful your eyes are.
I love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life.
I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn't know how to go on.
I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together.
I love the way we sometimes stay up all night and just talk, then watch the sunrise together.
I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.
I love the fact that I will always be there for you too.
I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you.
I love how complete I feel when I am with you.
I love how our bodies just fit together.
I love the way you make me laugh.
I love the way you laugh.
I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together.
I love the way you won't let me compromise myself.
I love your thoughtfulness.
I love your tenderness.
I love your ability to speak without saying a single word.
I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.
I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me.
I love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts that show you pay attention to me.
I love the way you'll watch a sporting game with me even though you may not be interested in it.
I love the way you treat my friends.
I love your love for the things that interest me.
I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.
I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.
I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy.
I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.
I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.
I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.
I love your sensuality.
I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie.
I love how you are my soul mate.
I love the way you handle troubled times.
I love the way you respect me.
I love the way you protect and defend me.
I love how you feel when we cuddle.
I love the softness of your lips against mine.
I love the softness of you lips against my body.
I love the feeling of your hair brushing against me when we make love.
I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing.
I love waking up to find we've been cuddling together all night.
I love the surprises you leave for me.
I love your intelligence.
I love your ingenuity.
I love your ability to make friends where ever we go.
I love your love for life.
I love your passion for your hobbies and interests.
I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.
I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.
I love the fact you gave me the gift of our children.
I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.
I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most.
I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.
I love how you love me.
I love how I love you.
I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me.
I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am.
I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.
I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I'm with you.
I love your sense of humor.
I love the way you make me feel like royalty.
I love the way you dress.
I love your understated elegance.
I love you just the way you are.
I love your spontaneity.
I love our life together.
I love how if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love.
I love the fact that we will grow old together.
I love your way with words.
I love the way you look when your sleeping.
I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most beautiful.
I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.
I love your strength of character.
I love taking showers together.
I love the way you leave me love notes to find whenever you're gone.
I love the way you treat me.
I love the way you take care of us.
I love your cooking.
I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing every day things.
I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends and/or family.
I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.
I love your confidence.
I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.
I love the way we make up after a fight.
I love how you treat our children.
I love the way you support me when I'm off track.
I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.
I love your beautiful hair.
I love your body.
I love your openness to try new things.
I love your ability to talk things through.
I love your courage to be you.
I love your greatness.
I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.
I love how I am and feel when I am with you!
I love you for you!

SPY!!!

My heart belonged to you all those years ago, Just as your heart belonged to me. We were to suffer a cruel fate that would tear us apart but how were we to know that all those years ago?The path's we chose took us in seperate directions~We found each other again as well as we found the love we once shared but better this time. We are currently and always will be on the same path of life...For our lives and eternal love for each other are moving in the same direction.My heart belongs to you once more, Just as your heart belongs to me. I just wanted to tell you I love you and that deep down we both know this was truly meant to be.~

In silence we mostly stay,

Always together we had prayed,

But something happened and we fell apart,

Crushing my dreams, and breaking my heart,

To be loved by you was a gift from above,

But I have a confession to make,

And it involves the word love,

I need to say it for my hearts sake,

My heart won't allow me to let you go,

It yearns and misses you so,

I tried to leave to mend the pain,

But you wanted me to stay,

Do you know you drive me absolutely insane?

Sadened and hurting my heart goes on,

Knowing that it'll be forever gone,

Because in your hands is where it lies,

Alone and depressed it sadly cries,

Love meant so much to me at one time,

I made it clear with every rhyme,

What we had I cherish most,

I hope you know that I'll never forget it,

You will always be in my heart.

Now is where I start my confession,

Please know that this is how I truly feel,

And for once in my life, you made it all real,

You made me happy through my depression,

You showed me love when I was giving up on myself,

When we were together you made me feel free,

You made me feel like I could do anything if I had you with me,

My heart knows no bounderies,

Time meant nothing,

Loving you from afar is hard,

But the hand I've been delt had faulty cards,

For here I am writing this goodbye,

It hurts me to write this, all I can do is cry,

I know you had intentions that you just didn't show,

I know it's hard and sometimes you just want to let go,

I guess I'll let you go now, though my heart still says no,

It'll take awhile but some day I'll understand That you will no longer be my ever loving man,

I won't hear you call my name,

Nothing will ever be the same,

I won't ever feel your most intimate touch,

God knows though,

I'll miss you so much...

I love you with all my heart and soul,

You made me feel I finally belonged,

and made me whole,

I know sometimes love proves wrong,

And I know sometimes love proves right,

But through it all I believed you were the one,

I still believe that, though we're now done,

How this happened, I just don't know,

We had a love so deep, it was unbreakable,

Goodbye isn't forever though.

You don't want me the way you did,

And I can't stay if thats how you feel,

I know you said you still want to meet,

And I know there's still a chance in real life for us,

I used to believe that was true,

But I was kidding myself, and I was kidding you,

Love isn't forever like I thought it was,

I learned it as a child from a fairy tale,

Fairy tales are a lie to catch the weak,

To put in their minds the things they can not seek,

The things I once believed in,

I can't anymore,

Because every time I believed,

it seems my heart got sore,

To make this shorter I'll stop here,

Just know one thing,

My greatest confession that I have to make,

Is that I love you too much to just walk away...

A TRASH!!! JUST GOT IT FROM THE CLOSET... no meaning... no hidden agenda... just a part of the history... (believe me!!!)

hello.

i find no courage on telling you this right straight to your face. im such a klutz and a coward for that matter.i have a story to tell. a tale maybe left to be untold. but i chose to tell due to reasons you might understand after you read it.remembering how everything started is a pain. why? because i cant remember it anymore. insignificant? maybe that time, y-e-s. a princess was with a prince (or maybe she thought shes with one) the princess was happy (or maybe she thought she is) the princess came to a point of letting go gradually... painfully...surrendering to the unexplainable feeling of hurt and madness... (or maybe she wanted to believe that she experienced it) her heart, a so so unexperienced heart was broken into pieces... she poured her heart with friends... friends she trusted more of her life in a new system she thought she cant stand with. on her pouring of very sourful heart, then came a stranger. a new stranger she thought that would not even make a mark in her life. a new stranger that can be or not, her true friend. it was not until she found comfort on the sides of this new chum. she hadn't realize what is really happening until one cold, rainy midnight, out of the blue and without a clue, the princess, in a way, disclosed her feelings towards a stranger who loves another princess. feeling rejected (GOD for the second time) the princess was unable to discuss what she really wanted to say... it was not love, she was sure of that thing. she cant say the it was him he wanted to be with.. maybe she can live without him... but...as jen aniston said in rumor has it... "i just dont want to.." yes, the princess dont want to live a life without this stranger. she felt "something" that was felt towards someone whom you longed for. but it was not love that time. i can attest to that. (i was the princess' alter ego by the way) but it was something she's unsure of... so she tried to forget her feelings. redirected her attention. but then, it pains her more to see that she cant do something about the unexplainable feeling she has with this stranger. she's happy when she's with him. happier when she hears stories about his father's curiosity. happiest when he looks at her eyes. direct. with a snap. she's sad when he's nowhere to be found. sadder when he cant be reached. saddest when no 'hello' for a day is received. and she even experienced jealousy. her friends in her rubbish castle told her that maybe she started falling in love with him. but how? and why?! why would the princess allowed such silly feeling. he can never be hers. it was a stupid idea. she told the queen about her feelings. the great queen just said, "let go... he's meant for somebody else." in pain, she eventually let go of the feeling, but not the person. but it was very hard. she sees him every day (or maybe she longed to see him every single day) then something happened. it twisted everything. it twisted the masterplan. all that started as 'hirits' became shocking reality bites... all that started as 'biro' became electric bolts that hit the princess... fragile as she was... the experiences left her crying -- again. she wanted to fight for what she felt... she wanted to tell the world that its him she wanted to cry, laugh, watch movies, star gaze, run, fight... but she cant, because it will only cause her another pain that she knows she cant bear anymore. she wanted to quit. just like it. erase him in her life. he wouldnt allow it (or maybe it is what the princess thought) easy way out? no... its the hardest way out... leaving someone is never easy... the stranger is stupid for saying that it was... until now, everything is left hangin' maybe the princess doesnt like the idea... but it was the only way... the only way to keep him.. the only way to have a small part of him... a great man said, 'throw everything away... all the sad stories... the princess should not leave painful stories in her heart' b-u-t not all are sad... not all are painful... not all... most of it is a treasure.. a sure keeper.. but then a decision must be made. she heard from a friend how deeply in love is the stranger to her princess. and also, it was informed to her that the princess, in return, have feelings for the stranger. with that news, the princess made her decision.she may not know if its love or what..that had happened to her...but she's positive that she'll let go of the feeling she had for the stranger because.. like the line from a movie... "he's not here to fight... to fight with me..." and as soon as he read this, he was free from her.you are free from my feelings.

i let you go.

goodbye.

You short little bitch,
I hate you.
I hope you die,
and burn in hell too.

You think you're punk,
and you call me a fake.
Yea I bet you fuckin,
want a piece of that cake.

You think you and ____,
are attached at the hip.
Yea fuckin right.
What's up with your fuckin lip?

Nobody fuckin likes you,
So just fuckin go away.
You waste your breathe when you speak,
Nobody gives a fuck what you have to say.

You bug the shit out of me with
your "I think I'm punk" shit.
You wish someone would,
lick your fuckin clit.

I can't stand your bitch ass,
at cafe you act all shy.
All I have to say to you is
SUCK A DICK BITCH DIE!

You run your fuckin mouth,
behind my back.
Cut the childish shit,
and go suck on ____'s sack.

I dont give a fuck if,
you hate me.
I dont want anything to do with you,
Can't you see?

I wouldnt have to be a bitch,
If you didnt open your fuckin mouth.
I hate you so much,
Everytime I see you I just want to shout.

AARRGGHH!!
I hope you like this poem because I fuckin do.
It was written specialy for you,
From the bottom of my heart, FUCK YOU!


* AY NAKOW... INSECURITIES MIGHT KILL PEOPLE! WAAH! AYT?!!! *
hApPy 25TH MaNsErI mAHaL!!! LOVE KITA! ...A LOT!

Letting Go!

After breaking up with someone you loved, even if you were the one who decided to end it and don't feel rejected, you still feel a sense of loss, and you ache for the love you were getting that's now gone. All these feelings have to work themselves out of your system. It's a process you must go through, similar to grieving or getting over an addiction, and some researchers say that it can take up to half as long as the relationship lasted.

However, just as there are ways to make the "In Love" feeling happen (see "Why People Love"), there are ways to encourage the "Out Of Love" feeling as well. Here are some proven guidelines for helping you regain a normal emotional state in the shortest period of time:

1. Make a clean break

Quit seeing your ex, totally. You've become addicted to their love, and the only way to recover is cold turkey. If you keep seeing him or her, it's like a drug addict begging for "just one more" hit. Don't call. Don't "just be friends." Because each time you get close enough to your ex to get the good parts of what you once had, you'll get the bad parts too.

2. Write a last love letter

There are always so many things you still want to say to your ex. Write a letter that says them all and then don't send it. Put it away. Just writing it will make you feel better. You'll be relieved of carrying around the thoughts in your mind and free yourself for new and better things.

3. Make a "hate list"

When you break up, you often forget the bad times and only yearn for the good ones. Before you forget, write down every nasty mean thing your ex ever did so that you can look at the list whenever you start to feel nostalgic for your old romance. (Don't send this, either...)

4. Use "thought-stopping" to combat sad thoughts

If you think, "If only I could get (him or her) back, everything would be all right." Or, "I just wish I could see (him or her) one more time." These thoughts will only frustrate you and make you sad. Stop the unhappy thoughts by keeping a rubber band around your wrist. When you have the obsessive thoughts about your ex, snap the rubber band as soon as the thought starts to happen. That way you'll begin to associate the sad thoughts with the aversion therapy you're using. After a while, the thoughts will stop by themselves as soon as they start.

5. Avoid sad associations

Don't listen to sad songs on the radio. Skip the stations that remind you of your ex. Listen to music without words for a while. Don't go to the places you went with your ex. Put away all the pictures and momentos that remind you of your ex. Put away the gifts you got and even rearrange your furniture or stay with a friend for awhile if there are too many sad memories at home. Stay away from friends of your ex and avoid seeking gossip about your ex. Whatever you hear, you won't feel any better.

6. Find someone new

Force yourself to date. Don't be a recluse. I know you're not ready to get serious about someone else yet, but it's important to get out and get circulating, and a new man or woman in your life will be a pleasant distraction. But resist the temptation to cry on their shoulder, no matter how sympatico they seem. Don't even start to tell the new person about your ex and how bad it was. Just enjoy the new relationship.

Ouch! Para sa mga iniwanan!!!

Naturally, when someone leaves you, you feel as if you've been rejected. You have been. And it doesn't really matter what the reasons are, you're going to feel terrible. Broken-hearted.

The reason you feel so bad may actually have more to do with your future fantasies than with present day reality. When you lose someone, you aren't just losing that person for today, you're losing the fantasy of spending the rest of your life with that person.

You feel disoriented and generally awful because you've become used to having the other person in your life, to thinking about him or her, and futurizing about your future together.

You've become addicted to the pleasure you got from them.

We all want to control the source of our pleasure, and when that source is taken away, our first instinct is to try to get it back. Don't. Instead, take steps to get over the person as soon as possible. Like grieving, it's a process which you work through in stages. Follow the steps in your heart to make the process go as fast and as painlessly as possible.

Meanwhile, your friends will probably urge you to keep busy and get involved in new activities. It's good advice, but you may feel too miserable to follow it. I'm going to give you two reasons to try, and then give you a secret for doing it.

First, don't give your ex the satisfaction of hearing that you're moping around so he or she can say, "See, who'd want to be stuck with that sad sack?" Second, although it would be admittedly terrible timing, Mr. or Ms. Right could pop into your life right now, and you wouldn't want to be so busy carrying a torch for your ex that you'd miss the opportunity of a lifetime.

nakakapagod pero masarap!!! namimiss ko na hubby ko...=(

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